Fickle?

I think I’ve decided I’m going to do my surgery in New Orleans.  I spent a long night talking with my best friend last night and we just talked our way through most of it.  Today I talked to the Mister about it all and I think it’s pretty clear that I’m leaning towards going to New Orleans.  I don’t really feel like either place is a bad choice…but I think if expenses are not accounted for I am definitely leaning towards NO.  I’m sure I’ll probably change my mind 12 more times before I schedule the surgery…but anyone who knows me knows that THAT is what I do.  I should be able to get everything scheduled this week and figure out flight information by the weekend.  Mister is traveling with me this time and my mom will travel with me for my surgeries.  Mom told me to close my eyes, put my hand over my heart and envision where I was when I had my surgery.  I keep trying that…and it’s not totally clear just yet.  I believe it will be….eventually.