Posts Tagged ‘swimsuit’

  1. Be Strong

    February 1, 2013 by Julie Moon

    I have recently made a commitment to myself to get strong in 2013.  2012 was a year for mental strength…strength of heart and soul…but my body is weak.  I am whole, put back together but I have been sedentary and I can definitely tell.  I have started working with a personal trainer and plan to change the composition of this body in 2013.  I want to work on my posture as well as all the squishy parts of me. I’m excited about the changes I am making but I do realize it’s going to be much harder than any surgery I have had.  It’s a lifestyle change and it takes time and discipline.  I had my daughter take some before shots for me to remind me what I’m working towards and to document the changes that I am able to see in my body.  Here’s to a redefined body!

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    After slipping on my swimsuit I realized something very disappointing.  My hip incisions are very visible in this swimsuit. And it’s not a skimpy suit at all.  My heart really sank. I don’t know why I was surprised.  I can see the scars above the waistline on my jeans some days.  *deep breaths*  This is all worth it.  They are merely scars of what a brave woman you are.  They are not scary or ugly.  You are going to be swimming at the pool wtih your children and not suffering from breast cancer.  I’m gonna need a couple mantras to keep me going this summer.  It’s like you think it’s behind you and you’re past all the hard stuff and then *WHAM*….something else hits you in the face like this.

  2. Shopping Adventures

    July 11, 2012 by Julie Moon

    I have been shopping and shopping lately….for what you say?  Swimsuits.  This has been the most confusing year ever for me.  Not only do I have completely different size and shape breasts but my backside is shaped all differently around my hips. I have been totally lost when I’m shopping.  I feel like I am shopping for the first time.  I ended up buying TONS of stuff online and then taking back what didn’t fit.  Lands End has been my hero.  I also have a great friend who brought over piles of her swimsuits and let me try them on and she even let me borrow a suit for our vacation.  There is nothing quite like feeling good in a swimsuit.  I was so grateful to get to that point in my recovery.  I’m still not done and I have some things I dislike or need fixed on both breasts still….but I think I totally rocked the swimsuit at the beach.   I guarantee there wasn’t a person there who could tell the difference.  To all my fellow BRCA sisters…you’re going to look HOT when you get those darn drains out and get all those holes healed up…it really does happen!

    The summer has been so busy with things going on for the kids and vacation that I haven’t really thought about what lies ahead for me and my body.  I got a card today in the mail that I need to schedule a follow up with my breast surgeon.   I will probably plan a day trip to Charleston once the kids are in school again to see Dr. Baron and Dr. Craigie.  It’s almost time to map out my next steps whether they are this year or later.